Saturday, March 19, 2016

In defense of order

It's that time of year again.  Once a year I get the urge to read GK Chesterton's haunting epic The Man Who Was Thursday (the annotated version linked is highly recommended).  Thursday is enigmatic, humorous, frustrating and fascinating.  It is a lot like life.  Early in the book we have a dialog between an anarchist poet (Gregory) and "a poet of law, a poet of order" (Syme).
"An artist is identical with an anarchist," [Gregory] cried. "You might transpose the words anywhere. An anarchist is an artist. The man who throws a bomb is an artist, because he prefers a great moment to everything. He sees how much more valuable is one burst of blazing light, one peal of perfect thunder, than the mere common bodies of a few shapeless policemen. An artist disregards all governments, abolishes all conventions. The poet delights in disorder only. If it were not so, the most poetical thing in the world would be the Underground Railway." 
"So it is," said Mr. Syme. 
"Nonsense!" said Gregory, who was very rational when anyone else attempted paradox. "Why do all the clerks and navvies in the railway trains look so sad and tired, so very sad and tired? I will tell you. It is because they know that the train is going right. It is because they know that whatever place they have taken a ticket for that place they will reach. It is because after they have passed Sloane Square they know that the next station must be Victoria, and nothing but Victoria. Oh, their wild rapture! oh, their eyes like stars and their souls again in Eden, if the next station were unaccountably Baker Street!" 
"It is you who are unpoetical," replied the poet Syme. "If what you say of clerks is true, they can only be as prosaic as your poetry. The rare, strange thing is to hit the mark; the gross, obvious thing is to miss it. We feel it is epical when man with one wild arrow strikes a distant bird. Is it not also epical when man with one wild engine strikes a distant station? Chaos is dull; because in chaos the train might indeed go anywhere, to Baker Street or to Bagdad. But man is a magician, and his whole magic is in this, that he does say Victoria, and lo! it is Victoria. No, take your books of mere poetry and prose; let me read a time table, with tears of pride. Take your Byron, who commemorates the defeats of man; give me Bradshaw, who commemorates his victories. Give me Bradshaw, I say!" 
"Must you go?" inquired Gregory sarcastically. 
"I tell you," went on Syme with passion, "that every time a train comes in I feel that it has broken past batteries of besiegers, and that man has won a battle against chaos. You say contemptuously that when one has left Sloane Square one must come to Victoria. I say that one might do a thousand things instead, and that whenever I really come there I have the sense of hairbreadth escape. And when I hear the guard shout out the word 'Victoria,' it is not an unmeaning word. It is to me the cry of a herald announcing conquest. It is to me indeed 'Victoria'; it is the victory of Adam." 
Gregory wagged his heavy, red head with a slow and sad smile. 
"And even then," he said, "we poets always ask the question, 'And what is Victoria now that you have got there?' You think Victoria is like the New Jerusalem. We know that the New Jerusalem will only be like Victoria. Yes, the poet will be discontented even in the streets of heaven. The poet is always in revolt." 
"There again," said Syme irritably, "what is there poetical about being in revolt? You might as well say that it is poetical to be sea-sick. Being sick is a revolt. Both being sick and being rebellious may be the wholesome thing on certain desperate occasions; but I'm hanged if I can see why they are poetical. Revolt in the abstract is—revolting. It's mere vomiting."
I'm an engineer and I work in a technology company.  My company touts innovation and creativity.  Indeed, I have recently entered a contest for best innovation.  We have had talks about the power of innovation and we all nod our heads sagely and admit that creativity is the key to success.

Yet, there is a value in plain-old, humdrum order.  Imagine if every electrical outlet in your house was a different style, and the new widget you just brought home from the store had yet some other arrangement of prongs.  Imagine, indeed, if the stores didn't agree on what kind of money they'd take.  A store might take cash, credit, Apple Pay, Android Pay or Paypal, but all those transactions will be done in US currency (if the store is in the US).  Imagine if the plumbing fixtures didn't come in standard sizes, or if some cars had brake pedals on the right and some had the brakes on the left.

Innovation is wonderful.  We all benefit from new ideas and better products and more convenience, though a lot of the convenience brought about by technology comes from alleviating inconvenience from an earlier generation of technology.  But innovation is built upon a framework of agreed-upon standards.   Apple disrupted the cell-phone industry with the iPhone, but you can still call and text Samsung phones from an iPhone.  Without the standards you just have chaos.

Indeed, one of the marks of successful innovation is that it becomes the standard.  Check out the history of railroad gauges, for instance.  Chrysler was an early adopter of airbags and now you can't get a car without them.  

This is a different kind of post for me.  It's irrelevant to most of what I put here.  Actually, the quote above from Thursday is mostly irrelevant to the rest of the book.  I could make a God connection somewhere -- that God uses the ordinary world and the people in it as His "framework" to innovate on -- but I don't know if I can make that point without sounding stupid.

But mainly I just wanted to plug Chesterton, and that's always a good thing to do.

Friday, March 18, 2016

And I haven't even read the last one yet...

The post synodal exhortation is expected this month.  It's supposed to be signed on St Joseph's day (patron of families).  I don't know what that means as far as translation and distribution.  I haven't even read Laudato Si yet (I don't even know why there's always an apostrophe on Si' ).

Here's some advice while we wait.
... one of the things unofficially abolished by Vatican II was the art of brevity. 
Indeed.

Sunday, March 6, 2016

Intro to Catholic Social Teaching

March 6, 2016 talk on Social Teaching or Social Justice



The full talk by Father Robert Sirico is on YouTube.

I put people to sleep! Probably talked too long and the room was a little warm.

I'll have to make it a little snappier next time.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Intro to Catholic Moral Teaching

Talk for RCIA this Sunday
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1_KXHqjxpwk1ZB7fDcfGMJfnVneCUN02EAftZx3-eNu0/edit?usp=sharing

As an example of flawed conscience, I submit the example of one Greg Williams, former radio host of KTCK (1310AM The Ticket in Dallas).  Back in 2005 he told a story on the radio about his experience in rehab.  He had voluntarily checked himself in due to a Vicodin addition during the 2004-2005 holiday break.  A portion of the story can be heard here.

This audio is from the second segment of that talk. In the first segment, he mentioned an interesting fact: all the staff in that rehab clinic were trained to avoid looking at their patients in the eye.  The patients were obviously in pain and if the staff looked them in the eye, they might take pity on them and might do something to ease the pain.  It's understandable that this clinic had drugs or alcohol on hand: the addicts probably had it on them when they came in.  So it's possible people could squirrel it away and, in a misguided sense of compassion, give the patients something to take the edge off.  Conscience tells us to help, but it doesn't tell us the best way, or even the right way.

Conscience does not good unless it's formed by something outside of ourselves.  Something trustworthy and well-founded.

Sunday, February 7, 2016

Thoughts about the Rites of Initiation in RCIA

My talk from yesterday's retreat

I read it for my own benefit as much as anyone else's. The story of Elijah is about as personal as any I can think of.  I pray for refreshment almost every day. 

In fact, I've been thinking about leaving RCIA for more than a year because I don't know if I can keep going.  Work isn't getting any easier, and I'm not getting any younger and there are other considerations that I don't want to get into in a semi-public forum (assuming anyone ever reads these posts).

I've been looking for a sign, and our new pastor starts on March 1, so maybe that will be it.  With God's grace, I can keep going. But if He withdraws His grace because it's time for me to do something else, I certainly can't do it on my own.

My Most Successful Lent

I haven't decided what to do for Lent this year.  Actually, work has been grinding me down to the fine powder and I'm making a long car trip in a week, so between those two thing, I'm not sure what more penance I can do.

But I was reminded this morning of what I did last year and it was very successful.

There was a certain Religious Sister who works for the diocese who had taught a class I attended who said a series of things that really upset me.  It would be uncharitable for me to dwell on them here, but they were straight out of the 1970's felt-banner era and I was surprised that such generational and cultural biases still existed in the 21st century.

And the more I thought about it, it really made me mad.  I was mad at her, I was mad at the people in her religious order, I was mad at the people who hired her for to teach this class, I was mad at the people who hired them, and I was mad at the local Ordinary.  In short, I was pretty mad and frustrated.  I had been promised that this generation was passing and there'd be a new, orthodox group to take their place Real Soon Now(TM).

I chewed on that anger and nurtured it for several years.

I couldn't remember her name, but I knew that she was some bigwig with the diocese religious order ... organization or whatever it's called.  I had seen her picture on a poster for that organization on the day that she was teaching the class.  A week or so before Lent last year, I was walking around the parish and -- lo and behold! -- that very poster was hanging on the wall with that very Sister's smiling face beaming at me. In a flash of inspiration, I took a picture of it on my phone.

Soon, it occurred to me to pray for her.  I'm not one for symbolic gestures -- I've had too much pop psychology at corporate training events to take it seriously -- but I resolved that I would pray for her every day during Lent, and on Easter I would erase her picture from my phone with the idea that this would erase the anger from my heart.  Since she was all about the NewChurch, I decided that an Our Father, a Hail Mary and St Michael Prayer would be appropriate.

So every day in Lent, I prayed those three prayers for her and for catechists in the diocese, and for those who run that program including the bishop.  That's a lot of work for three little prayers.  But I did it every day.  And on Easter I deleted her picture.

I wish I could say there was a huge cathartic release when I did, but it wasn't like that.  The first week of Lent I felt no difference at all.  I don't know if there was a single point during Lent where she didn't bother me anymore, but by Holy Week, I was pretty much over her.  It did feel good to delete her picture, but I can't really explain why.  I was actually kind of embarrassed by the gesture, and embarrassed that it was necessary. Maybe I was just happy that it was over.

Had I written this post before I did that I'd have spent several paragraphs trashing the woman, including what she said, what she wore and anything else I can think of.  Now, that doesn't seem necessary.

I don't expect this to work for everyone.  People in a continuing relationship wouldn't be able to symbolically delete other people from their lives: new provocations would require them to start over continuously.  But it worked in this case.

Sunday, January 31, 2016

Interesting facet of Benedictine Spirtuality

http://corbiniansbear.blogspot.com/2016/01/harbinger-of-lent.html

Key part

Benedictine Oblates ... must submit their "Bona Opera" proposals to the abbot. This is according to Chapter 49 of the Rule of St. Benedict.
Everyone should, however, make known to the abbot what he intends to do, since it ought to be done with his prayer and approval. Whatever is undertaken without the permission of the spiritual father, will be reckoned as presumption and vainglory, not deserving of reward. Therefore everything must be done with abbot's approval.
The reason St. Benedict required monks to receive approval for anything not required by the Rule is that he had no doubt seen how some monks would not wisely limit extra devotions or penance. Worse, what is supposed to be an offering to God can instead become an occasion for pride. The devil is subtle. There are many monitory tales of such deception.

I have frequently heard of people making known their lenten penances.  I have done it myself often, as a way to holding myself accountable.  If no one knows what I'm giving up, then no one knows if I'm cheating.  It did occur to me that publicizing what I'm giving up could be a form of prideful boasting, but it never occurred to me that one would get permission for his penance.

It just goes to show the totality of life in a monastic community, even for the third-order members.

(note, Corbinian's Bear is a strictly anonymous blog. The author identifies himself as The Bear in honor of St Corbinian's bear and identifies himself as a retired lawyer but other than that strictly refers to himself is ursine terms to preserve his anonymity.  It's part of his schtick)